I've been trying to make kitty hats lately, I made one and it took me a week. Obviously I need someone to yell at me everyday or I get nothing done.
I broke up with my boyfriend recently, and he wrote both a Facebook and a Dev note about it, I read both. I don't think he realises how guilty he makes me feel by saying things like 'she was my perfect woman' and stuff. It makes me feel like shit, and as if I'm not already depressed enough! I hope he doesn't realise how hard he's twist the knife that's in my heart.
In addition I haven't been eating. I usually have just a glass of milk and a lot of gum. I think that's due to all this onset of depression, I'm probably right.
I don't really know what to do with my life, there are so many roads I can take. I can become an artist and paint and draw comics. I can make kitty hats and hopefully other clothes too. I can go join the air force and become a pilot. I want all of these. I think if I choose the air force I won't have too much free time for hobbies, if I do it'll probably only be one. Which means I'd probably draw, since I wouldn't be able to bring my sewing machine with me and I don't know how to sew by hand.
Sorry for the long post, I had to get this off my mind